im feeling.....

Bulky,dull and solid. Like heavy eyelids toeing the very fine line between the state of open-ness or closed-ness of the eye, they droop....Keeping spirits up seems like a near impossiblity. Despite having a blast all day... on coming home a sense of un-shooable drowsiness and an overall desire to hibernate and exist in a state of nothingness establishes itself.... In the company of others there is an excitement and enthusiasm equal to that of a dolphin thats just found a new play thing.... while in a state of solitude at the end or beginning of every new day when the mind is supposed to be all prepped up to work like an energiser bunny to finish up work... a sense of bore-itis or nothingo-doingo syndrome sets in....staring at a flickering screen... even just staring at a blank wall is preferable to using the brain for all sorts of tiresome activities...thats right ladies and gentlemen the expert psycho analysts after having gone over this very thorough description of my symptoms have solemly informed me that i suffer from an acute sense of laziness!