April 14, 2006


coastline

streetside cafe...latte anyone?

young blood

defrosting butterflies

sunset on the canyon....

April 11, 2006

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.

Alexander Pope, "Eloisa to Abelard"
A man awakens disheveled....on impulse he skips work and jumps on a train to mantauk....he meets a woman clementine.....they have a history..but neither remembers...but despite the fact they've had their memories erased each has a sensation of deja vu...can u really forget something thts that important to u?...or does it leave its imprint on ur mind, an imprint so deep that it can never be really and truly forgotten....
would u really want to forget...?
its ironic (i know ironic is not very apt here but im using the word ironic for want of a better word) that Mary a 20 something secretary quotes these lines to a 60 something man (Howard) not knowing that they were in a relationship, an affair.....the fact that these lines were taken from alexander popes eloise to abelard gives a subtle hint of the revelation made (their affair).....
the story behind eloise and abelard......
heloise(eloise) was a young girl of eighteen when she met abelard then 51...her uncle had bestowed upon abelard the task of tutoring eloise.From the moment they met they loved each other.Abelard had dedicated his life to the church and had taken a vow of celibacy.on discovering that eloise was pregnant with abelards child eloise's uncle had 2 of his servants castrate abelard.They were never to see each other again.eloise became a nun while abelard lost his position at the church.in a series of letters written by eloise to abelard she talks of her inner battle,trying to choose between her love for a man and her love for god.she envies those around her who have dedicated their lives out of choice and not force to the church and to god.she says
How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd

April 10, 2006

ramblings of a bored mind

i love.... chocolate...white carnations..zerbera....blue...silver...bubble baths....watermelon on a hot summer afternoon....tea...warm blankets in cold rooms...seville...spain....pringles...oreo....water...sea....the beach....palm trees....coconut trees....lazy sunday afternoons...the word siesta intricate....diamonds set in platinum... raw mango...the sound of laughter.....the sound of rain....cool drizzle....roots...jeffrey archer..chandler bing....bring it on....eternal sunshine of the spotless mind...gladator..troy.... paycheck....under the tuscan sun...italian food...garlic bread...bruschetta....warm red wine....clear starry skies......white silk tents....alaska.....F1...schumi!.....srichappan....three doors down....killer whales....dolphins....seals...tigers....jaguars....kangaroo's...koala bears...pandas..bamboo.... hip hop.....hugs....turqoise...christmas!......snow......water sports.....chocolate cake....my comfy shorts....adidas....coca cola...mountain dew......holidays!.....translucent paper....oriental writing...chinese food......bubble baths....photos of friends and family......cozy rooms...christmas trees...friends...8 simple rules..butter sheets....soft cushiony couches....oak...wood....candles....meg cabot....fl wright....john grisham....robert ludlum....will and grace...8 simple rules for dating ...harry potter...staedtler....receiving mail....the smell of baby powder....skirts.....basketball....skating on ice.....sports movies.....stars...fireworks...disneyland.....london....flea markets.....glass....wine glasses....strawberries..hagen daaz.....granitas.... french fries...black currant ice cream.....green fields.....clear blue skies....windy days.....the feeling of the warm sun on my back...orangina...guylian....barney...harrods...window shopping....leather bound books...huge libraries....antique jewellery furniture.....paints....dry pastels....pencils....teddy bears......tv.....porchs....porsches...red....anklets..pendants....surfing the net....picnics....pleasant surprises...unexpected holidays.....hard work....maths....trigonometry...geometry...physics...mechanics of fluids....psycho ananlysis....psychology..... africa.....remember the titans...cutting edge....kitchens...wooden floors....tinsel...christmas trees...sugar....the word intricate and stilletoes....the number four...

April 5, 2006

my first attempt at a haiku

haiku
candlelight,wine
rain beating against the white silk
white carnation